[PG-13] Want

Her: I'm so stressed. School and other things. My friends planned to go on a vacation. With them. I want to go. I want to see him. I want to make sure that these feelings are alright to have.

Him: It's been so long. I have her number, but I have no balls to call or even text her and I call myself a man. We're going on a vacation. I want to be with her. I want her.

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These kids...

"Yah, Unnie! Come on!" Bre yanked her arm just to get her moving. We were going somewhere, a vacation they said. Thank God, we're going to have a vacation.

I'm so stressed out lately. College life is not as easy as it looks. There's always no party to go to like what most people think. There are lots of school works to do and papers to write. Very stressful indeed. Good thing these kids thought of this 'vacation', but now that I think about it, they just did it to be with their 'boyfriends'.

"Unnie! Ppali!" Fame shouted from a distance. Her arm hooked to Doojoon, her 'friend', even though it's too obvious not to notice that they're so into each other. Doojoon slung his arms on her shoulders that made her look at him and they both smiled and blushed. I love both of them, but it's nauseatingly adorable. "We're going to leave you Unnie!"

"Yeah, Noona! We're going to leave you!" Yoseob, Kikwang, and Dongwoon said altogether. "But we're going to leave Junhyung hyung, so you won't get lonely. Ok?" Kikwang added and they all burst out laughing.

I giggled and muttered, "Like they can leave me," under my breath. I'm their driver. They just rented a car for the nine of us.

I heard a snicker behind me and I turned, I saw Junhyung's smoldering eyes staring intently at me. "Come on. I'm as excited as those kids." he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist. The friction made me shiver. A good shiver.

"Me too." I giggled. We walked hand in hand towards the car.



"Yeyyy! We're in the beach!!" Yoseob said excitedly. "Bre! Bae, hurry!"

"I'm coming!" She laughed. Fame and Doojoon ran hand in hand towards the excited grayish blonde boy. The others followed.

"So you finally have your free time, but it looks like we're baby-sitting them." Junhyung hugged me from behind. His hot breath tickling my neck and it felt good. I tilted my head to the left to let it spread to most of my neck.

"No, babe. We're not baby-sitting anyone." I freed myself from his arms and tugged them towards the water. "We're all gonna have fun!" I laughed and he joined in.



All our clothes were wet before we even check in the hotel we were going to stay in. People were staring at all of us, the words "They're crazy." running through their heads, but we didn't care. We walked, chat and laughed in the hall while going up in our rooms.

"Fame, you and Doojoonie are in Room 222. Bre and Yoseob are in Room 224. The three guys are in 226. Me and Junhyung will be in 228." I turned to face Fame. "You have protection?"

"Unnie! What the hell?!" Her face turned bright red. It was cute.

"Just asking. I guess that's a yes. Finish what you started back in the other hotel then." I giggled, turning to Bre. "How about you?"

"Of course, Noona!" Yoseob answered before Bre and he got punched in the arm. "Ouch! What was that for?!" I can see her face flushed.

"You deserve it." she said and turned to me. "We're not going to do anything." Her face turned beet red even more. Uh-huh.

"Let's go to our rooms already! I'm getting cold!" Kikwang whined.

"Fine. See you guys at dinner then." Junhyung said, grabbing me by the arm.



Click.

"Finally alone!" Junhyung plopped his body on the bed and tapped it wanting me to sit beside him. I walked over and sat on the place he indicated, but I was wrong. He pulled me down, so we're both lying down, and he wrapped his arms around me. "Finally alone, babe."

"I know." I whispered. He kissed me, a light kiss at first. It turned deeper and hotter. My body burned with lust and some other thing that I can't really point out. I blocked my mind from everything and focused on Junhyung and me.

Junhyung's tongue ran his tongue from one point of my lips to the other asking permission. I let him in and a moan escaped my throat when his tongue found mine. It felt good and tasted sweet. My arm snaked behind his neck and tangled my fingers to the little hair he has. He groaned. Oh, it sounded so sexy...

He stood up to let himself lean on his arm to deepen the kiss. Our tongue's fought a sweet battle in a war that neither of us can win.

His other hand wandered and left tingling traces on my body. He's being too cautious. I don't like it. I tugged his shirt hard so I can feel his body on mine and started moving my tongue violently. I heard him gasped as he grabbed my hair. He chuckled lowly on my lips without breaking our kiss.

He placed his weight on me and his hands wandered even more. One found my breasts and the other found the hooks to my bra. He unhooked it and the other slipped in and cupped my breast. I groaned in pleasure. His mouth then found the aching peak of my breast. He flicked it with his tongue and my back arched urging him to continue.

I felt his other hand on my belly going down...

Konck. Knock.

We both froze. "Hyung! Let's eat! Ppali, Hyung, Noona! I'm hungry!" someone at the door... whined.

"Kikwang." We both said as he lifted his weight of me and helped me fix myself. He made sure once more that I'm dressed and nothing is unhooked when he opened the door.

"Yah! You whine too much!"

"But I'm really hungry, Hyung." He went in with Dongwoon suddenly appearing behind him. "Yeah, me too. Huh? Noona is something wrong?"

"Huh? What are you talking about?"

"Your hair's messed up. His gaze found Junhyung and went back to mine. "And you guys haven't changed. You two will get a cold." Shit!

"Unnie, we're going to eat now right?" Fame went in. Of course, Doojoon was just behind her. They're unseparable. "Oh. Wait. Did you guys?" She looked at both of us. "Oh." You, guys. Out. Call Bre and Yoseob. Go. Now." She turned to Junhyung. "Oppa, get some clothes to changed into and go change in our room. Ppali!" She pushed all of them outside room.

She walked. No sprinted to where I was sitting and said, "Spill it!" She looked like an excited kid who was waiting for her mom to give her the doll she bought for her.



"Ahhh! That was good!" Kikwang exclaimed. "Now we can play again! Let's go to the pool!"

"Pssh. You just want to show your body to all the girls in there." Hyunseung teased.

"Nooooo! That is not true! Not true at all! Hyung, why are you so mean?"

"I'm not. Just stating a fact." We all laughed and Kikwang pouted and 'hmph'ed us all. A kid I tell you.

"Junhyung oppa! Is that you?" We heard a voice from the distance. She came running towards us and greeted us with a big smile, well just Junhyung. "It is you!" She jumped to his arms and hugged him so tight, but he didn't so much respond back.

"Hyunah! Long time no see."

"I know! I missed you!" Another hug. For some reason, this is pissing me the hell off. Get the fuck away from my man woman!

He laughed. "How are you?" They conversed, forgetting that there were people around. I can't just stand here. I can't do this. My insides were tightening. I feel like crap. I need to get away. I don't want to see how happy she is to see him. The sparkle in her eyes meant something. Something I don't want to know because I'm only going to get hurt.

I nodded to Fame and Bre and they understood what I meant and mouthed, "We'll come right behind you." And they did after I got some distance.



"Where'd you go?" He confronted me right after we were alone. We were in the hall walking up our room. Yes, walking. He didn't let me get on the elevator.

He led me to the very end of the hall where the fire exit is. He trapped me in the corner by leaning his arms on the wall blocking my way out. I saw his tattooed arm and remembered how I love it. But when I looked at him I remembered why he stood like this before me.He looked mad, well, guess what, I've been mad since earlier. It was so not me to get like this. I think it's so childish.

"Where'd you go?" he said again his annoyance showed through his voice.

"I just had a talk with my friends. Didn't you notice that they were gone too?" I tried to sound calm, trying to push my annoyance back. I'm older. I need to be the mature one in this kind of situations.

He stepped back and ran his hand to his head. "Aish. Look." He looked at me, the annoyance in him diminishing. I glared at him back, patience running thin. "It's not what you think it was. She's jus-" Snap.

"I'm not thinking of anything!" My 'being the mature one' thinking just flew out the window. "I'm not thinking about the connection that you both have with each other or the things that happened between you two. Hell, I'm not even thinking tha maybe... Maybe she was one of your ex-girlfriends. Or if she still have special feelings for you or you to her. No. I'm not thinking of such thoughts!" I said leaving me out of breath after.

"Marissa, damn girl." He looked amused. Well, that's an unexpected way to take it. He chuckled.

"What? Are you taking me for granted?" My face burned. Why is he like this? Ugh!

"No. Hell, no. Never." He inched forward, closing the gap between us. I can feel the heat of his body and oddly, it calms me. He leaned forward until his face was an inch away from mine. His breath caressing my lips. It felt good.

"Don't." He was surprised. I looked at him in the eye, anger wavering. "Don't ever think that I'll forgive you of anything if you kiss me. 'Cause I won't."

He chuckled lowly sending butterflies to my stomach. "We'll see, babe." He brushed his lips on mine. My breath got caught and he noticed it. "See?" He snickered.

"Psh. You're so full of yourself."

"I'm your joker. How can I not be?" He inched forward to kiss me again, but I stopped him by putting a finger on his lips. "What?" He said impatiently. "Can't I just kiss you already?"

"Who is she?"

He groaned. "She's my cousin! I didn't know that she came back from America already, so I was surprised earlier. Happy?"

"Oh. Mi ahn for being childish." I lowered my head but he cupped my chin, so I would make eye contact again.

"I don't care. I like everything about you. Hell, I want you all of you too. I also think that I'm falling in love with you." He said.

Clang.

"Ugh. Really, guys?" We both said and turned to the other end of the hall. There was, well, all 7 of them watching.

"I told you guys this wasn't a good idea." Bre said.

"I know, but you were still curious. All us were." Fame giggled.

"It was entertaining. I knew it wouldn't last long." Yoseob added.

"Yeah. They literally can't take their hands off each other. Of course they wouldn't be able to stand being away from each other." Doojoon said.

"Hello! We're still here remember?" Marissa interrupted.

"Oh yeah. We're going to leave now and leave you guys to your 'business" said Hyunseung, air quoting business. His laugh was joined in by the others and they started to walk off.

When they were all gone, Junhyung turned to me and said, "Shock me." Oh, I will.

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T/N:GAHHH! -rage- I so think it's crappy... ;__; -sniffsniff- but anyway im just going to post it. leave comments? or something....? =___= and i can't write smut, that i know of rn. hihi^^ so i'll stick to the not so smutty sotries from now on... lol