Wednesday, September 15, 2010

[G] In Sync


“Yah. Mika… Look at me.” Hyunmin said with a soft voice trying to catch the older man’s gaze. “Suhoon.” He called to him once again.

The other lifted his eyes slowly and met Hyunmin’s pleading eyes. He heard him call him once again, so he tried to focus his attention to what the younger’s saying.

“What….?” Suhoon asked, trying to control his voice. To not show the other what’s happening inside of him, inside his chest where his heart was breaking. But he failed. His voice cracked in the process. Letting out all his unsaid feelings.

“Suhoon-ah, don’t be like this. I won’t be gone long.” Suhoon stared at him. His piercing eyes trying to find assurance in the younger’s eyes. What he saw, broke his heart even more. “I’ll come back to you.” Hyunmin continued.

He took a deep breath to push back his tears and said, “Even you’re not sure.” He paused, assessing Hyunmin’s reaction. “You’re not sure that you would come back. So, why waste your breath to make a promise you’re unsure to keep?”

Hyunmin looked at him, stunned. Not sure what to say. They’ve been together for so long. Their relationship a secret. Suhoon wanted to tell the others about them already, but Hyunmin refused, telling him that it was not yet the right time. He said that he will tell them himself when he’s strong enough to protect him.

But there he was, standing in front of his lover, who’s slowly breaking to pieces. Not able to hug him, scared that he might shatter fully in his arms. He doesn’t want that, neither did the older man.

“Suhoon…” He said his name once again, hoping that it will carry the pain of their parting to him. To convince him that the words he was about to say, he’ll strongly keep. “Suhoon, baby.” He stepped closer, but Suhoon stepped back away from him.

“Hyunmin, no.” He raised his hand up between him and the younger man, clearly suggesting not to make another move that will both break their hearts. “Just… Just stop. I want to keep this relationship.” He said softly with his head down, staring at his feet, not wanting to see the raw feelings of his lover that was clearly seen in his eyes. “You know I do. I love you. I want to hold on to you. Beg you to stay.” He paused raising his head to look Hyunmin in the eye and said, “But I am not in the position to stop you from achieving your dreams. I won’t let myself do that even though I have this… this urge… to drag you out of here so that you’d miss your flight. But I won’t do it.”

Hyunmin looked at him with eyes full of love, awe, and pain. This is the man he fell in love with. The man that captured his heart. The man that made him feel happy. The man that he will part with. Right here, right now.

Same thoughts flooded Suhoon’s head. He want to take back what he said earlier, but he swallowed it down to be broken down to pieces.

They stared at each other like how they always do. They understood each other without saying anything. They’ve been in sync with each other for who knows how long. Both of them couldn’t even remember.

Suhoon was the one who broke the connection. He took one step to close their distance. His face stern and controlled like how it’s always is. The normal Suhoon, no, Mika was the one standing in front of Hyunmin then. Mika smiled. “Hyunmin, goodbye.”

Suhoon’s facade fell as soon as he turned his back to his former lover. Tears streamed down his face. His lost control as soon as he got to their dorm. The other three heard him and ran to his side saying that it’s going to be ok. That Hyunmin will come back to be with them…. with him. How did…? Why…? He wanted to ask, but he couldn’t stop crying. Then, he remembered, all of them are in sync with each other. They felt it. They have a strong connection that can’t be broken easily.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

What we have is real...

Her: Is it the right time? I kept asking myself, the whole of me, but I only get disagreement from my heart and mind. I don't know what to do. I want to make everything alright.

Him: We both feel the same way for each other, but she's holding out. I want to know what she thinks. I want to help her out with it. We're growing slowly apart. I won't let it happen.

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I've been staring out the starry night for some time now. The breeze caressing my curly hair lightly, it felt good. The sound of the waves, pleasant to my ears, relaxing me. The sand encasing my feet with its collected warmth from the sun.

"Aigoo." I sighed as I put my head on my knees. I snuck out of the hotel to have some time to think of... anything. I love my friends, but the thing is we can't be separated and I need alone time right now. Marissa and Fame are already head over heels with their "boyfriends". Both of them are already in a couple even if they keep denying it. That's how people will see them, hell, that's how I see them too.

"Aigoo." Another sigh.

"Bre! Come on. Let's go to our room." Yoseob excitedly stretched his hand out to me, but I hesitated to take it.

"Ahh.. Uhm.. I think I forgot something. You go ahead first." I said, not looking him in the eye. I bet he already figured that I'm lying because he's been good at reading me. I looked again and his face was serious.

I heard a sigh. "Ok." He turned and walk a few steps when he turned a looked at me again. "Bre?" His voice soft and angelic.

"Yeah?"

"I... You know you can talk to me right?"

"I know." I want to. I really do, but I don't know when I can honestly say it.

"Ok. Uhm..." He walked over to me and enclosed my face with his manly hands. It was warm and felt good against my skin. His thumb brushed on my cheek as he brought my head down and kisses my forehead. When I looked at him, he smiled showing his dimples. He headed to our room and I stood there alone.


"I'm such a kid!" I shuffled my own hair out of frustration. "Aish!"

"I don't think that." A voice came from behind me that made me jump, but its eeringly familiar. I turned, I saw Yoseob towering over me, his expression unreadable and shadowed.

"I do." I hugged my legs close to my body. He sat down not so close beside me, but close enough that I can feel the heat coming from his body.

"Why? Why do you think you're childish?" He paused as he looked at me. "What makes you think that you're childish." I want to say 'you'.

Instead I said, "I don't know." He stayed silent. Not buying it at all. Without saying anything else, he slipped his hand on mine and entwined it with my fingers. His hand may be manly, but it's as soft as a baby. Oh how I love holding his hands.

He pulled me closer as he let go of my hand, but he draped his arm on my shoulder in return. I leaned my head on his shoulder and he leaned his on my head. He hums a song, some words in between, and I fell deeper in the dark.



The bright sun woke me up. I turned and saw Yoseob's flawless face near mine and his arm slung on my waist. He looked so peaceful in his sleep that I felt bad about how I acted to him last night. I should tell him later.

"Mmmm... Gumoning..." He sleepily said. He pulled me closer to him and my heartbeat increases. "Morning." I replied. He kissed me lightly on the lips and I felt blood rush to my face.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

"I want to sleep more." He snuggled on my neck. His hot breath felt good against my skin. I closed my eyes to savour or time together until...

"Yang Yoseob! Bre! Breakfast!" Someone, I guessed Kikwang and we both agreed to it, shouted from behind our rooms door. "Come on! They don't want to go down for breakfast without you guys and I'm hungry!" More knocks.

"Could you please?" We heard an unfamiliar voice from outside and Kikwang's "Mianhe!"

We both laughed and got out of bed. We also told Kikwang that we're coming. We had our breakfast and decided to have fun at the beach. Us three, me, Fame, and Marissa went to our room to change to our bathing suits while the guys went to Marissa's and Junhyung's room to change into theirs.

It was nice outside. It's not too hot, but it's not cold either. We played beach volleyball too. We split up into two teams. Me, Yoseob, Dongwoon, and Hyunseung was in one team. Doojoon, Fame, Junhyung, and Marissa in one. Nobody picked Kikwang to be in either teams because, well, he sucked in sports, so he gets to be the referee.

Tired, we all decided to find a store that sells shaved ice. The place wasn't that far from the hotel so we stayed there longer.

"Ahhh! So hot!" Dongwoon said as he plopped himself on the chair. "We could've won, if it weren't for Kikwang hyung's officiating. All his calls were totally wrong."

"No, it wasn't!" He pouted. "You guys won't have a chance anyway."

"Yes, we do!" Yoseob interrupted. "You're just jealous 'cause you got stuck being referee and besides you suck at sports." I smacked Yoseob's arm.

"That's not nice."

"But it's true!" He whined and he looked so cute too. But I kept a straight face and he pouted when I didn't budge on his aegyo. The others laughed, all used to him. He's not even the maknae. "Hmph! I'm buying shaved ice. What do you guys want?"

We all told him what we wanted and he went to the counter to buy them. "Guess who I saw being carried like a princess last night?" Hyunseung said after Yoseob's gone. Everyone's attention and mine turned to him.

"Oh, who? who?" We all asked.

"Guess."

"Just tell us already!" Marissa said loudly. "Yeah, ppali oppa!" Fame seconded.

He chuckles and stared at me. "Huh? What? Why are you loo-" His smile grew wider. "IT WAS ME?!" Everyone from the other tables turned to look at us and Marissa started laughing out loud.

"Nah-uh?! Really, oppa?" Fame asked, amused. "Yah! You haven't done that to me." She punched Doojoon lightly on his arm. "You could've just asked." He replied. "But you know I like to be surprised." She turned her back to him, but Doojoon mischievously smiled at us as he grabbed Fame on the side and lifted her up with ease.

"Yah! Beoya?! Yah! Put me down!" She shrieked.

"But you said you want to get carried like this." He teased. We laughed at them as Doojoon twirled her around, her arms locked on his neck, hugging it tightly. But all of us can see that she's enjoying it.

"So it was me?" I turned to Hyunseung.

"Ne. I saw Yoseob carrying you while I was getting some ice. I don't think he saw me, but I didn't want to disturb the moment so I hid behind the machine." He leaned closer and said something only I can hear. "He was looking at you the whole time. He wasn't even watching where he's going." He leaned back. "Maybe that's why he didn't notice that I'm there."

I blushed, "Not true."

"Yeah, right."

"Shuttup." I stood up and walked towards the counter. "I'll go help him."



"Ne, Yoseob-ah." I saw a girl slightly taller than me in a thin, loose, white shirt that shows off her different color bikini, leaned towards Yoseob, my supposedly boyfriend and whispered to his ear.

I strained my neck trying to hear what she told him, but it's no use because I'm fifteen to twenty feet away from where they're standing. She leaned back and Yoseob threw his head back and bark a laugh. I stiffened and backed up, my eyes still trained on them that I didn't notice the person behind be and slammed into him.

"Oh, Bre." It's Hyunseung. "You ok? You guys are taking so long that I-" He paused and his hand went up to touch my face. "Gwenchana? You're so pale."

"Y-yeh." I stuttered. "Gwenchanayo, oppa." I tear my eyes away from him or else he'd find out that I'm lying. "I'm going back now. I couldn't find him anywhere." I ran back to our table just to get my purse and ran up to our room. When I got there, I threw myself on the bed and cried until I tire myself out and fall deep in the dark.



I woke up from the vibration of my phone. My eyes were heavy from crying that I have to force them to open. It was a call, from Marissa. "Yobosaeyo?" I answered weakly.

"Where the hell are you?" Her voice loud that it pounded on my tired head. I groaned.

"In..." I hesitated. "Our... room." I croaked out.

"You've been there the whole time?! And what are you doing?!"

"Could you lower it down?" I rubbed my temple as I said it. "My head hurts and you're making it worse. I fell asleep I guess."

"So you're sleeping." She paused. Tension went higher it made me uncomfortable. "You're sleeping while Yoseob's running around to find you. What are you thinking?!"

"Wai- What?! Why would he be looking for me."

"Go figure it out yourself, won't you?" She hanged up.



I've been running around like crazy for the past hour. My headache's getting worse by the minute. I stopped behind a rock so big that it covers the moonlight. I leaned my back on it and let myself slide into a crouch. I rested my head on my knees and I started to relax. I felt my headache seizing a little bit at a time.

I sighed. Where are you, Seobie?" I'm worried sick. All the feelings I felt earlier went a way as soon as I heard that he's been looking for me. Seobie... Then, something hit me as hard as a rock. How can I be so stupid?



There I found him sitting on the sand, the same place where he found me thinking, with his head down. It was, you could say, our special place. The waves were touching his feet. The moonlight shining on his platinum blonde hair. I saw his back heaving, a result from all the running I'm sure he did. I walked slowly, hesitatingly towards him, but I stopped half way. Doubts flooding my head that it started to pound again. What if all the things between us are not real? That the feelings I have for him will go to waste? I don't want that. I... I better just lea-

No. My brain shouted. I need to face this. I said to my self.

"Soebie..." I swear it came out as a whisper, but the boy's head shot up and turned at my direction. I gasped when I saw tracks of where his tears streamed down his face. I was about to say something when he pulled me into a tight hug, crushing my lungs.

"Seo.. Bie." I let out with a struggle.

"I... I'm sorry." He sniffed, but didn't let go of me. "I thought... I thought you were... gone." He croaked out the last word. "What happened?"

"I saw you... With a girl." I pushed him slightly away from me, my head down. "I got..." jealous... I couldn't say it out loud.

His hands, those soft familiar hands, cupped my face and lifted my head up so that I'm looking at him. "Bre, why would you think that?" His eyes filled with disappointed I could not take to look at. I tried to look away, but his hands won't allow me to. "You know that I won't do that ever!"

"How would I know?" I stared back at him. "We barely know each other!"

"I know, but can't you feel the connection that we have with each other? Can't you at least be honest with me? I'm not someone who can guess what you think all the time! Start thinking mature some time, maybe you'd-" Right on. He thinks I'm childish. That's what I'm afraid off that he'll say, besides we both can't ignore the face that he's older than me.

"No. Bre, I'm sorry." He paused and took my hand into. "I didn't mea-"

"Yes, you did." I try my hardest to not let my voice crack, but unfortunately I couldn't. "But you did." Tears were running down my face now. It won't stop. I told it to stop, but it won't listen.

"Bae..." he said wiping the tears off my face. "Bae, I'm sorry. If you're childish do you really think I'm gonna go out with you?" Go out... with me.

"We're... Going out?" I said with sniffles in between.

"We are." He chuckled. "We so are." He moved his face closer to mine until it was only inches away. I can feel his hot breath caressing my face, a prickling feeling became evident everytime his face inches in from mine.

Rustling. We ignored it. His soft lips was lightly on mine and I already felt my knees slowly buckling in. Rustling and BAM! Our heads snapped behind us.

"Ouch! Why'd you guys push me?!" Kikwang stood up and brushed the sand on his clothes.

"Pabo!" Hyunseung hit him in the head. "You fell by yourself. Now, we're busted again."

"I know right." the others added.

"Aigoo." I sighed. "No privacy at all." I said and rolled my eyes at them. "Maybe we should plan for our own vacation next time." I turned to Yoseob and he smile in agreement, his dimples showing.

"Soon." he whispered.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

[PG-13] Want

Her: I'm so stressed. School and other things. My friends planned to go on a vacation. With them. I want to go. I want to see him. I want to make sure that these feelings are alright to have.

Him: It's been so long. I have her number, but I have no balls to call or even text her and I call myself a man. We're going on a vacation. I want to be with her. I want her.

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These kids...

"Yah, Unnie! Come on!" Bre yanked her arm just to get her moving. We were going somewhere, a vacation they said. Thank God, we're going to have a vacation.

I'm so stressed out lately. College life is not as easy as it looks. There's always no party to go to like what most people think. There are lots of school works to do and papers to write. Very stressful indeed. Good thing these kids thought of this 'vacation', but now that I think about it, they just did it to be with their 'boyfriends'.

"Unnie! Ppali!" Fame shouted from a distance. Her arm hooked to Doojoon, her 'friend', even though it's too obvious not to notice that they're so into each other. Doojoon slung his arms on her shoulders that made her look at him and they both smiled and blushed. I love both of them, but it's nauseatingly adorable. "We're going to leave you Unnie!"

"Yeah, Noona! We're going to leave you!" Yoseob, Kikwang, and Dongwoon said altogether. "But we're going to leave Junhyung hyung, so you won't get lonely. Ok?" Kikwang added and they all burst out laughing.

I giggled and muttered, "Like they can leave me," under my breath. I'm their driver. They just rented a car for the nine of us.

I heard a snicker behind me and I turned, I saw Junhyung's smoldering eyes staring intently at me. "Come on. I'm as excited as those kids." he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist. The friction made me shiver. A good shiver.

"Me too." I giggled. We walked hand in hand towards the car.



"Yeyyy! We're in the beach!!" Yoseob said excitedly. "Bre! Bae, hurry!"

"I'm coming!" She laughed. Fame and Doojoon ran hand in hand towards the excited grayish blonde boy. The others followed.

"So you finally have your free time, but it looks like we're baby-sitting them." Junhyung hugged me from behind. His hot breath tickling my neck and it felt good. I tilted my head to the left to let it spread to most of my neck.

"No, babe. We're not baby-sitting anyone." I freed myself from his arms and tugged them towards the water. "We're all gonna have fun!" I laughed and he joined in.



All our clothes were wet before we even check in the hotel we were going to stay in. People were staring at all of us, the words "They're crazy." running through their heads, but we didn't care. We walked, chat and laughed in the hall while going up in our rooms.

"Fame, you and Doojoonie are in Room 222. Bre and Yoseob are in Room 224. The three guys are in 226. Me and Junhyung will be in 228." I turned to face Fame. "You have protection?"

"Unnie! What the hell?!" Her face turned bright red. It was cute.

"Just asking. I guess that's a yes. Finish what you started back in the other hotel then." I giggled, turning to Bre. "How about you?"

"Of course, Noona!" Yoseob answered before Bre and he got punched in the arm. "Ouch! What was that for?!" I can see her face flushed.

"You deserve it." she said and turned to me. "We're not going to do anything." Her face turned beet red even more. Uh-huh.

"Let's go to our rooms already! I'm getting cold!" Kikwang whined.

"Fine. See you guys at dinner then." Junhyung said, grabbing me by the arm.



Click.

"Finally alone!" Junhyung plopped his body on the bed and tapped it wanting me to sit beside him. I walked over and sat on the place he indicated, but I was wrong. He pulled me down, so we're both lying down, and he wrapped his arms around me. "Finally alone, babe."

"I know." I whispered. He kissed me, a light kiss at first. It turned deeper and hotter. My body burned with lust and some other thing that I can't really point out. I blocked my mind from everything and focused on Junhyung and me.

Junhyung's tongue ran his tongue from one point of my lips to the other asking permission. I let him in and a moan escaped my throat when his tongue found mine. It felt good and tasted sweet. My arm snaked behind his neck and tangled my fingers to the little hair he has. He groaned. Oh, it sounded so sexy...

He stood up to let himself lean on his arm to deepen the kiss. Our tongue's fought a sweet battle in a war that neither of us can win.

His other hand wandered and left tingling traces on my body. He's being too cautious. I don't like it. I tugged his shirt hard so I can feel his body on mine and started moving my tongue violently. I heard him gasped as he grabbed my hair. He chuckled lowly on my lips without breaking our kiss.

He placed his weight on me and his hands wandered even more. One found my breasts and the other found the hooks to my bra. He unhooked it and the other slipped in and cupped my breast. I groaned in pleasure. His mouth then found the aching peak of my breast. He flicked it with his tongue and my back arched urging him to continue.

I felt his other hand on my belly going down...

Konck. Knock.

We both froze. "Hyung! Let's eat! Ppali, Hyung, Noona! I'm hungry!" someone at the door... whined.

"Kikwang." We both said as he lifted his weight of me and helped me fix myself. He made sure once more that I'm dressed and nothing is unhooked when he opened the door.

"Yah! You whine too much!"

"But I'm really hungry, Hyung." He went in with Dongwoon suddenly appearing behind him. "Yeah, me too. Huh? Noona is something wrong?"

"Huh? What are you talking about?"

"Your hair's messed up. His gaze found Junhyung and went back to mine. "And you guys haven't changed. You two will get a cold." Shit!

"Unnie, we're going to eat now right?" Fame went in. Of course, Doojoon was just behind her. They're unseparable. "Oh. Wait. Did you guys?" She looked at both of us. "Oh." You, guys. Out. Call Bre and Yoseob. Go. Now." She turned to Junhyung. "Oppa, get some clothes to changed into and go change in our room. Ppali!" She pushed all of them outside room.

She walked. No sprinted to where I was sitting and said, "Spill it!" She looked like an excited kid who was waiting for her mom to give her the doll she bought for her.



"Ahhh! That was good!" Kikwang exclaimed. "Now we can play again! Let's go to the pool!"

"Pssh. You just want to show your body to all the girls in there." Hyunseung teased.

"Nooooo! That is not true! Not true at all! Hyung, why are you so mean?"

"I'm not. Just stating a fact." We all laughed and Kikwang pouted and 'hmph'ed us all. A kid I tell you.

"Junhyung oppa! Is that you?" We heard a voice from the distance. She came running towards us and greeted us with a big smile, well just Junhyung. "It is you!" She jumped to his arms and hugged him so tight, but he didn't so much respond back.

"Hyunah! Long time no see."

"I know! I missed you!" Another hug. For some reason, this is pissing me the hell off. Get the fuck away from my man woman!

He laughed. "How are you?" They conversed, forgetting that there were people around. I can't just stand here. I can't do this. My insides were tightening. I feel like crap. I need to get away. I don't want to see how happy she is to see him. The sparkle in her eyes meant something. Something I don't want to know because I'm only going to get hurt.

I nodded to Fame and Bre and they understood what I meant and mouthed, "We'll come right behind you." And they did after I got some distance.



"Where'd you go?" He confronted me right after we were alone. We were in the hall walking up our room. Yes, walking. He didn't let me get on the elevator.

He led me to the very end of the hall where the fire exit is. He trapped me in the corner by leaning his arms on the wall blocking my way out. I saw his tattooed arm and remembered how I love it. But when I looked at him I remembered why he stood like this before me.He looked mad, well, guess what, I've been mad since earlier. It was so not me to get like this. I think it's so childish.

"Where'd you go?" he said again his annoyance showed through his voice.

"I just had a talk with my friends. Didn't you notice that they were gone too?" I tried to sound calm, trying to push my annoyance back. I'm older. I need to be the mature one in this kind of situations.

He stepped back and ran his hand to his head. "Aish. Look." He looked at me, the annoyance in him diminishing. I glared at him back, patience running thin. "It's not what you think it was. She's jus-" Snap.

"I'm not thinking of anything!" My 'being the mature one' thinking just flew out the window. "I'm not thinking about the connection that you both have with each other or the things that happened between you two. Hell, I'm not even thinking tha maybe... Maybe she was one of your ex-girlfriends. Or if she still have special feelings for you or you to her. No. I'm not thinking of such thoughts!" I said leaving me out of breath after.

"Marissa, damn girl." He looked amused. Well, that's an unexpected way to take it. He chuckled.

"What? Are you taking me for granted?" My face burned. Why is he like this? Ugh!

"No. Hell, no. Never." He inched forward, closing the gap between us. I can feel the heat of his body and oddly, it calms me. He leaned forward until his face was an inch away from mine. His breath caressing my lips. It felt good.

"Don't." He was surprised. I looked at him in the eye, anger wavering. "Don't ever think that I'll forgive you of anything if you kiss me. 'Cause I won't."

He chuckled lowly sending butterflies to my stomach. "We'll see, babe." He brushed his lips on mine. My breath got caught and he noticed it. "See?" He snickered.

"Psh. You're so full of yourself."

"I'm your joker. How can I not be?" He inched forward to kiss me again, but I stopped him by putting a finger on his lips. "What?" He said impatiently. "Can't I just kiss you already?"

"Who is she?"

He groaned. "She's my cousin! I didn't know that she came back from America already, so I was surprised earlier. Happy?"

"Oh. Mi ahn for being childish." I lowered my head but he cupped my chin, so I would make eye contact again.

"I don't care. I like everything about you. Hell, I want you all of you too. I also think that I'm falling in love with you." He said.

Clang.

"Ugh. Really, guys?" We both said and turned to the other end of the hall. There was, well, all 7 of them watching.

"I told you guys this wasn't a good idea." Bre said.

"I know, but you were still curious. All us were." Fame giggled.

"It was entertaining. I knew it wouldn't last long." Yoseob added.

"Yeah. They literally can't take their hands off each other. Of course they wouldn't be able to stand being away from each other." Doojoon said.

"Hello! We're still here remember?" Marissa interrupted.

"Oh yeah. We're going to leave now and leave you guys to your 'business" said Hyunseung, air quoting business. His laugh was joined in by the others and they started to walk off.

When they were all gone, Junhyung turned to me and said, "Shock me." Oh, I will.

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T/N:GAHHH! -rage- I so think it's crappy... ;__; -sniffsniff- but anyway im just going to post it. leave comments? or something....? =___= and i can't write smut, that i know of rn. hihi^^ so i'll stick to the not so smutty sotries from now on... lol

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

[PG-13] Unexpected

Her:
I went for a drink with my best friends. A normal night that led me into finding something that I wasn't looking for. It's all so unexpected.

Him:
We needed some time off. We decided to go to a noraebang and have some fun after a long time of what seemed like forever. I had fun and found something unexpected.

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"My head hurts." I opened my eyes and saw through my blurry vision such an unfamiliar place. I immediately sat up and the throbbing in my head got worse.

"Ugh. Shit!" I leaned my back on the bed's head board while rubbing my temples, hoping that it will ease the pain.

"Wait. Bed?!" Ok dumb question, but the headache that was turning into a migraine was not helping. I felt something smooth slid down my body and I shivered right after the air in the unfamiliar room hit me.

I looked down to see what it was. "I'm naked?! What the fuck?!" My eyes widely opened and my brain strained to remember what happened before all of this.

"Ok. Stop panicking and think." I breathed in. I thought hard, past the mind block that I was experiencing and I remembered that Bre and Marissa invited me to go for a couple of drinks. I said yes and we met up at our favorite bar called "B2ST". It has a weird name, but I swear that it's the best bar we've been to.

So going down the memory lane again, we drank a couple of drinks and decided to go to a noraebang for more fun. While going up to the room we rented in, we met six guys on the way there.

They were all really good looking, but because we're all girls we couldn't resist the pull of nature, meaning us three were interested with them. We talked and both groups decided to be in one room. They told us to cancel our rooms and go to theirs and that's what we did.

We asked them if they want some drinks, yes alcohols, but they refused. They said they can't drink. It was sad, but we didn't care at all after because they were a lot of fun to be with.

The last thing I remember was seeing Bre with the cute, grayish-blonde haired guy, who looks like a puppy, and Marissa in between the guy with a fohawk and the kkotminam. The other two were goofing around.

"Two?" I asked myself. "I thought there were six of the-" I heard a noise from a room that I think was the bathroom. I was staring at it intently, to my shock it opened and a guy came out.

His hair was wet from the shower. Water was dripping, trailing down... and down his well toned body. HIs lower part was covered with a towel showing his rock hard looking thighs.

A beep from my phone pulled me back from my distraction. His attention turned from srying his hair to me who's on the bed, unfortunately naked.

"Oh, shit!" I immediately covered myself with the covers. "Don't look!" I threw a pillow at him and it hit in right on his face.

"Hey! What was that? I wasn't even looking!" he said as the towel fell on the floor. He caught the pillow and turned his back on me.

I hurriedly picked my clothes up from the ground- "Eww!" I sadi as I threw my puked covered shirt back on the ground.

I heard a giggle, so I turned around and saw him looking at me with his big, brown eyes. He has a lot of whites that it made him more charming.

Now I remember. He's one of the six guys from the noraebang.

"Oh!" I exclaimed.

"What?" He looked confused.

"You were the guy who I... you know... uhm." I couldn't voice it out.

"Who you were with the whole night." He had a smirk on his face.

"Uh. Yeah." I looked down and realized... Again... That I was naked and only a thin sheet of cloth was covering my body.

He walked towards me that it drove my panic to overdrive. "Yah! Stay right where you were!" Closer. "Yah! Yah! Yah! Yah!"

"Relax." He said with a chuckle. He stopped right in front of the bed and bent down to pick up something. "Here. Wear this for the time being." He tossed me a white shirt, big enough to cover the upper part of my body. Luckily, I still have my underwear on and I don't mind showing my legs at all.

I took the shirt and put it on. "Thank you." It came out as a whisper, but he said. "You're welcome."

When I looked up, he had his jeans on already. I'm not going to lie. This man, in front of me, was breath taking. He continued to dry his hair and I was just staring at him unknowingly until he said something. "Yah."

I gasped. "Huh? W-what?" I shook my head like I just woke up from being hypnotized. "I... I..." I was so busy looking for excuses that I hadn't noticed him approache me. "I- It was rude. I... I'm so-"

"Yah! Yah! Fame..." He took my face and cup it with his big hands and turned my head to face him. "It's ok." He said, his face only inches away from mine.

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"Yah!" Bre said and it caught the attention of the other six. They turned their heads to her. "Do you think they're going to be ok? I mean we have Fame's new clothes and all."

"They'll be fine." Marissa said nonchalantly. "I bet they're having a good time right now. Right, Jun?" She looked at the gyu she had her arm linked to.

"I'm sure." He smile, melting Marissa's insides on the spot. They have been unseparable since the time they met. They look so nauseatingly adorable. The other guys snickered and Marissa's face turned red in color as Bre walked off the other direction.

"Wahhh~ You guys should just go out!!!" Kikwang teased.

"Yeh! Yeh! I agree!" Yoseob said right after.

"Me too!" Maknae, Dongwoon, agreed.

"Yah!" Hyunseung interrupted. "Seobie, you're girl just walked off."

"Huh? Bre?" He looked around to find her, but didn't see her around. "Bre!!!!" He shouted. "AHHH! I'll see you guys back in the hotel. I think she went back." He ran off.

"Kids." They all said together as they watched Yoseob dash away. They laughed and followed them.

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His face moved an inch closer. I tried to look away, but he still have my face on his hands. "What's wrong?" It was a whisper, but for some reason, it sounded so loud in my head. It rang in my head over and over like a chant. I couldn't answer.

Closer. I didn't react. Mesmerized.

Closer.

I can feel his hot breath caressing my face, making me dizzy. I can smell the shampoo he used as it drowned me with weird sensations that came with it. My heart quickened. It beat faster and faster every second that passed until he pressed his lips on mine and everything stood still.

All that I was concerned about was how his lips felt on mine. It was moist and somewhat rough, but it felt great and felt right against mine.

He kept his lips steady, making sure that I was ok with it. When he was sure that I'm not going to protest against it, he started moving his lips. I moved my mine awkwardly. Not that I'm inexperienced, I'm just not used to the new sensations that I'm feeling right now, with him.

"Relax." He said, his mouth barely away from mine. "Go with it. I'll guide you."

He pressed his mouth on mine again. He parted his lips, encouraging mine to mimick his movements. I obeyed and my instincts took over.

The first kiss felt good. The second one definitely felt better, but when his tongue touched my lips, asking for permission, I groaned and felt my knees turned into jelly. I opened my mouth to let him in, to know more about this feeling, these sensations, and my knees buckled.

He caught me with his strong arms and leaned me against the wall. He placed his right thigh in between my legs for extra support, but it only made it unbearable down there. I wrapped my arms around his neck for more support as our tongues battled each other.

I let out a moan when his hand started to snake through my back. His other hand found my breasts and cupped it. I groaned. I grabbed his hair to held him closer. It caused friction between his leg and the part in between mine. He moaned this time, feeling my needs.

He impatiently raised my shirt over my head. My bare chest was exposed and he was looking at it intently that it made my face burn. But I completely forgot the embarrassment when he crushed his lips on mine. Wanting. Impatient.

I tugged on his jeans unbuttoning it in the process while he nibbles my neck. I worked my hands to take it off his legs, he helped me fully take them off by using his legs. I wrapped my legs around his waist. "I want... it... now." I said in gasps of hot breath.

He looked me in the eyes, his big, brown ones mirrored my lust full of eyes, but I saw something flicker from it. Different from lust. Very different. All thoughts were gone when he carried me to the bed. He lied me down on the soft mattress. But before he puts on his weght on me, he placed his hand on my stomach. I moved my hips impatiently, urging him to continue. He did. His hand moved down to the burning part of my body.

He caressed me, slowly and surely. "Ahhh..."

"Hur... Hurry."

"Yes, baby." He kissed me while he positioned himself on me. He put himself in between my legs and was ready to put himself in me.

BANG!

"Yah! Doojoon-ah, is she awake already?" It's Bre. "Yah!"

"Sshh. Bae, be quiet." A man's voice that I don't recognize. "Calm down."

"You have the keycard right? Give it." Why does she sound so stressed. We both stood up and put on the clothes we had on before all of it happened. I put on his white shirt while he put on his jeans.

We can hear the other two arguing outside the door. "Give it to me, Seobie."

"I don't have it. Junhyung does. I told you already."

Doojoon opened the door and I saw my friend in between a wall and a grayish-blonde haired guy. Their necks both snapped at our directions. I saw Bre blushed while she pushes the guy away from her.

"I have your clo- What the hell is this?" She said looking at both of us, horrified. "Did he... Yah! What did you do?"

"Bre,calm down." I stepped in between them. "Nothing happened." I felt Doojoon's arms wrapped around my waist and he rested his chin on my shoulders. "Yet." He added. I blushed and so are Bre and 'Seobie'.

"So, anything interesting happened?" Marissa with four guys walked in. She looked around the room and said, "I think something did." With this the guys started teasing us. Marissa, you are so dead.

Doojoon nuzzled on my neck. His breath hot against my skin. "...... you."

"You said something?" I asked.

He put his mouth closer to my ear and whispered, "I love you." I blushed.

Marissa noticed. "What did he say?" Her beautiful face lit up like a little girl who's expecting to get a new doll.

"Nothing. Leave us alone."

The others started laughing and Doojoon and me joined in.